You and me
You and me…November 16, 2005
Well, it happened. I told him.
I know that he reads my space, and writing what I did yesterday was half written for me and half written for him, and he read it. We were chatting on messenger when he told me he was reading my entry and that it brought tears to his eyes. It took only a moment for him to read, but in the seconds between him telling me he was reading it, and his response...it felt like an eternity. The world stopped, I could hear the blood pumping through my veins and it was as loud as the silence. My eyes were locked on the blinking cursor in the messenger window...blink...silence...blink...silence. Then two words came from him;
“You and Me.”
*remember to breathe*
I was in the middle of wanting to jump out of my seat or sinking down under my desk, was that a good you and me, or was it a question he was asking? Then he said everything I had been waiting to hear since I left him at the airport.
“I have wanted so much to hear these things from you, it is worth every bit of not knowing and all the rest, you haven’t harmed me, not at all, it is entirely worth it. I wanted to talk to you about these things during the weekend, and since- that I want you completely and I know I always will”
My heart jumped out of my chest and did a little tap dance on my desk at that moment.
Yippee! Ugh...now instead of the clouds weighing down in my brain, I am floating on them! I am so happy. I know it will be a lot of work, and it may be hard but we are going to try and make this thing work. It is what we both want most in this world. I can’t wait for what will come tomorrow. I am finally happy. Why did it take me so long? All I had to do was open my eyes and see. Well now my eyes are wide open, and I love what I see.
You and Me, that sounds good.
(I hope he doesn’t mind me sharing these things, but this is who I am. I wear my heart on my sleeve. I know he knows that.)
I love you, my Lummox. I havent stopped smiling.
(¯`v´¯)
`*.¸.*´
¸.•´¸.•*¨) ¸.•*¨)
(¸.•´ (¸.•´ .•´ ¸¸.•¨¯`•. jenni
Well, it happened. I told him.
I know that he reads my space, and writing what I did yesterday was half written for me and half written for him, and he read it. We were chatting on messenger when he told me he was reading my entry and that it brought tears to his eyes. It took only a moment for him to read, but in the seconds between him telling me he was reading it, and his response...it felt like an eternity. The world stopped, I could hear the blood pumping through my veins and it was as loud as the silence. My eyes were locked on the blinking cursor in the messenger window...blink...silence...blink...silence. Then two words came from him;
“You and Me.”
*remember to breathe*
I was in the middle of wanting to jump out of my seat or sinking down under my desk, was that a good you and me, or was it a question he was asking? Then he said everything I had been waiting to hear since I left him at the airport.
“I have wanted so much to hear these things from you, it is worth every bit of not knowing and all the rest, you haven’t harmed me, not at all, it is entirely worth it. I wanted to talk to you about these things during the weekend, and since- that I want you completely and I know I always will”
My heart jumped out of my chest and did a little tap dance on my desk at that moment.
Yippee! Ugh...now instead of the clouds weighing down in my brain, I am floating on them! I am so happy. I know it will be a lot of work, and it may be hard but we are going to try and make this thing work. It is what we both want most in this world. I can’t wait for what will come tomorrow. I am finally happy. Why did it take me so long? All I had to do was open my eyes and see. Well now my eyes are wide open, and I love what I see.
You and Me, that sounds good.
(I hope he doesn’t mind me sharing these things, but this is who I am. I wear my heart on my sleeve. I know he knows that.)
I love you, my Lummox. I havent stopped smiling.
(¯`v´¯)
`*.¸.*´
¸.•´¸.•*¨) ¸.•*¨)
(¸.•´ (¸.•´ .•´ ¸¸.•¨¯`•. jenni
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