Sucky Tuesday

Sucky Tuesday…June 14, 2005

Why do I do these things to myself? I drank too much last night again. I am so sick today because of it. Luckily there is no one here to witness my pathetic little show. Ive been back and forth to the bathroom 3 times already and I just want to die. This is probably the worst feeling in the world. I am looking forward to crawling back into bed as soon as I get home today for a nap. I dont understand why I cant just stop after one drink. Why do I continue to drink until I can barely walk? I am going to start over again today, with the not drinking on week nights rule. It is torture to get up at 6am when Im still drunk from the night before and try to function at work all day. Im not sure it is even worthy of the word function, its more like trying reeeeeally hard to stay awake and act like Im functioning. bleh...back to the bathroom.